Never Knew I Needed

Kinda scared to let love in but....

"Forget the risk and take the fall. If its wat you want, its worth it all."

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I've had a total of 7 hours of sleep in the past 2 nights; it might be all the school work that I've been doing or maybe its the change in weather, but my visions been cloudy.

In my efforts to clear my vision, I've been exploring the endless possibilities of answers to all the questions I've been asking myself. But at the end of the day, I've realized I will never find the answers by just sitting here and pondering. I won't find it by asking other people's advice.

Answers come to you by action. If you're looking for the answer, go out there and get it. I'd love to do just that but the thing is, I've been scared to.

I'm not scared because the answer might be just full of disappointment or shy of my expections ; because honestly i'm expecting the worst..but I'm scared because it might be everything I want. But you see, I'm scared to let love in. Because once upon a time, I had a fairy tale love but some good things come to an end. But all things that come to an end leave room for something better to come along. I haven't been able to completely love and let love in, until now--but I wonder, is it too late? As cliche as it may sound, it's better to lose your pride to the one you love, than to lose the one you love because of pride.

So do I forget all the risks and take the fall? But like I said, I've been scared to let love in.

The rain called for blogging...

“The truth is, everybody is going to hurt you, you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for...”